It's so crazy what our minds can do when we have a little time to think. I have always been a cerebral person who happens to be ruled by her overly sensitive heart as well. Odd combination. I was really missing people yesterday, in light of what day it was. I kept thinking of how much wasted time I have on my hands. It's not really wasted exactly, I am entirely grateful for every single second with my son. It's just there are people in this world, still with me just not in the flesh, and I feel like all these hours that pass without them are wasted in comparison to being with those I love. Being without equaling waste in this example.
Like i've said with everything with my father, one day becomes now.
It's a strange sensation when time catches up with you.
I did do something productive with myself, prose-wise. I already have a spin off marketable book to go with the series that I haven't even submitted yet, let alone had published! lol I like to think big. I must say my soul is much lighter lately, that seems to happen when I give into my creative nature and really feed my soul. With these endevours I really need to bring it- it being myself.
Full force, unrelenting me, in all of my creative glory. No gloves- the gloves are off. Just these keys and myself. Or perhaps......a pen.
Love
~B.
love it! and love the new look of your blog! when are you going to let me read some of your work?? ;)
ReplyDeleteTy:) I actually just wrote a few new pieces, poetry this time. I'd love to let you look at them. They're my first few in the past few years, I hadn't realized it was THAT long since I had done a few.
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